Sometimes you do all you can do to, in an attempt to create a healthy environment. However, no matter what the elements are, you try hard as hell to create something that just cannot be, for that moment in time. Internally, you try to rationalize what you may be doing wrong and end up overdoing everything right, not realizing that you are not the issue.
For months, weeks, and days, I have wanted to have a conversation with a certain someone. I wanted to let him know the dungeon he created, in which we lived in; and how I waited patiently for him unlock the doors, and allow us access to the rest of the castle. Unfortunately, I recently realized that it would not be worth while. For me, it will most likely open old wounds, and for him an unrecollected dubious past. Denying the obvious facts of being a functional alcoholic.
Either way, I accept my life for what it was, and I neither have any ill will nor malcontent; but best wishes. Life doesn't always produce the outcome of what we want, but it's up to us to make the best of what we're given.
For months, weeks, and days, I have wanted to have a conversation with a certain someone. I wanted to let him know the dungeon he created, in which we lived in; and how I waited patiently for him unlock the doors, and allow us access to the rest of the castle. Unfortunately, I recently realized that it would not be worth while. For me, it will most likely open old wounds, and for him an unrecollected dubious past. Denying the obvious facts of being a functional alcoholic.
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