Cheeky Chatty

I don't want to seem insensitive, but really...everywhere you turn nothing seems positive.  Even the neighbor who chased a man down, that kidnapped a little girl, has left the news stream, and now all you see is plastic..I mean plastered entertainment news of Kim Kardashian's wedding.  Which no one gives a damn about.  I'm not even interested in how they found a dress to fit her ass, because she's not the only one with a badunkadunk. Also, just today, I somehow stumbled upon a link that shows a slight concern of China's military buildup.  Should we be the only ones fortified in force, in the world?  I realize the greater threat of a country being an equal threat to our military, but I did find a slight humor in our government's cunning smile and politely saying, " Watch yourself...".   Needless to say, I was searching all over the world today for some happy teary eyed news, and didn't find anything.  I even though it would be humorous to see Bear...

Sometimes you do all you can do to, in an attempt to create a healthy environment.  However, no matter what the elements are, you try hard as hell to create something that just cannot be, for that moment in time.  Internally, you try to rationalize what you may be doing wrong and end up overdoing everything right, not realizing that you are not the issue. For months, weeks, and days, I have wanted to have a conversation with a certain someone.  I wanted to let him know the dungeon he created, in which we lived in; and how I waited patiently for him unlock the doors, and allow us access to the rest of the castle.  Unfortunately, I recently realized that it would not be worth while.  For me, it will most likely open old wounds, and for him an unrecollected dubious past.  Denying the obvious facts of being a functional alcoholic. Either way, I accept my life for what it was, and I neither have any ill will nor malcontent; but best wishes.  Life d...

While sipping my cocktail and checking my various dating websites; I can't but help notice how they suck.  Why do I have to pay to see who viewed my profile?  Why do I have to pay to check my messages?  Where does the money go?  Unlike my childcare website, you pay for membership fees and access to a gigantic database of babysitters, child care and Au pair information; as well as the ability to view background checks, references, and reviews.  However, on dating websites, there aren't STD reports, background checks, or discounts to restaurants (good idea!).  So why isn't it a free service like...hmmm, social websites? In retrospect, trying the whole dating thing sucks.  I don't go out, and I easily loose interest in looking...and it's only been a couple of days!  Also, I don't know if I have the capabilities of dating a civilian.  I have yet to date anyone outside the military.  Officially, I have not dated since...'06.  Therefore,...